Isn’t it time we start talking about race?
I’m blonde and blue-eyed. I’ve been called a gringo, farang, ghost, mzungu.
I’ve been called one, and I know that I am one.
There are things that you can tell by looking at me: I’m well-educated. I am (more or less) middle class, despite being momentarily broke – or, perhaps because I am broke, but I know that it is a momentary condition. Largely because I am white and more or less middle class. I can’t pay next month’s rent and I have college debt – but I am still, nonetheless, undeniably rich.
What you can’t see – and what I rarely bother to explain, is that I was raised by a single-mother and we lived on well-fare (benefits). I know what food-stamps won’t buy (toilet paper and toothpaste) and I’ve nursed illnesses that we couldn’t afford to see a doctor to treat. Money from the state helped us survived; it was money from family, loans time and again, that enabled us to do more than survive, as well-fare isn’t enough to keep the electricity from being shut off, or pay the phone bill.
None of this changes the fact that I am rich and racist. Continue reading



